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[07 Dec 2006|06:38pm]
For those that still read this, I am in desperate need of your old band t-shirts. It's for a Christmas gift in the making. I would be forever grateful for those that help me out. I'm even willing to pay $2-$3 per shirt!!!! Get a hold of me somehow if you can help. THANK YOU!!!!
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It's blizzarding. [12 Oct 2006|04:46pm]
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NYC un-bound [31 Mar 2006|11:11am]
Laura and I will be embarking on a very sporatic trip to the Big Apple from Sunday to Wednesday. We will be partying it up with the AP Crew as they have a big gig at the Crash Mansion. Do you hear that all my big city dwellers?! THE CRASH MANSION. 7pm. MONDAY NIGHT. BE THERE! (This means you, Zack.) You'll get to see my sweet ass and a really, really good band.

Actually, this is all riding on whether or not my boss says I can go because as always, the timing is never right. But I have no fear.

P.S. If anyone can handle this last minute plan, you're more than welcome to come along provided you'll be paying your part for gas and where ever we may stay (assuming it's a hotel).

Nevermind, scratch that. Work is not fun this week.
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It's my national holiday again, mothertruckers!!! [11 Mar 2006|05:50am]
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Radio Friendly: [02 Mar 2006|12:34pm]
1. Our Lady Peace - Angels Losing Sleep
2. Hot Hot Heat - You Owe Me an IOU
3. O.A.R. - Love & Memories
4. Beyoncé - Check On It
5. Neverending White Lights - The Grace (Nick Hexum sings on their cd -Age of Consent)

The radio is friendly lately. Normally, I opt for my cd's. It's a rare occurance.

Come and celebrate his BEAUTIFUL music (and his brother's birthday. haha.).


I've been cheating on you with MySpace.

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There, I updated. [31 Jan 2006|06:26pm]
I have walking pneumonia.

Yay for me.
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Is it just me? [11 Jan 2006|11:47am]
Or does Uncle Jesse get extremely, effing hotter with age?

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So 2005 is over... [02 Jan 2006|04:23pm]
finally. Not a good year but a learning experience I suppose.

Though, I'd have to say, if the device in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind was real, I'd pick that option.
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I always want to write something with incite, [09 Dec 2005|10:50am]
but I'm no writer.

My blogs are always emo because it seems I only have something to say when I'm really emo.

Christmas is never that great of a time for me. As if I'm not in enough financial disfunction as it is, we have to throw in this holiday of buying things for other people. Sorry to break it to you kids, but the only people I'm buying anything for are Mastercard, Discover, Mt. Clemens General and St. John's Hospital. Sad but true...and all they'll get me are higher interest rates.

But seriously, all I want for Christmas is someone to be there for me the way that I am or have been there for them. I, somehow, keep giving my all to people, but for what? A broken heart and a handfull of aquaintences. Don't worry though, I'm sure I'll put myself through this time and time again...I am the welcome mat on everyone's front step, afterall. And apparently, that's who I was always meant to be.
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My two new lovers: [01 Dec 2005|04:21pm]

Beer and Benson
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[01 Dec 2005|11:18am]
Depeche Mode is an exceptionally great live band. I suppose they should be. They've had lots of practice. Minus the fact that they made the crowd sing the chorus to "Enjoy the Silence" and that is a no-no in my book.

311 will be live and in my pants tonight. I will take full advantage. I'm preparing myself for a lot of radio hits since this is the 3rd 89X show I've seen them at. That's alright. I need this. I need to see their beautiful faces to bring me some happiness these days. I really need them to sing Long for the Flowers. I doubt it. It's only been played at one show so far. Tomorrow night is still open if anyone wants to go to Toronto with me to see them. We could stay overnight. It would be fun....

Say goodbye, let's get it over
shoot the gun behind the horse
you and I too, much to cover
we ran out of bricks to build and throw
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For all my ex-MJR kiddies. [27 Nov 2005|08:24pm]
Josh Grobin ate at the restaurant I work at on Friday night.
I saw him...with his parents.

Just wanted to rub it in :)
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When it rains, it pours. [21 Nov 2005|03:26pm]
Thanksgiving is coming and I couldn't be more unhappy. I am not looking forward to going to my family's and dealing with all the questions. I still don't want to talk about it. I still make myself not think about it. It's how I get by. Healthy or not. I'm having "FUN".

I saw Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire. At the rate it's going, the Order of Phoenix will be rated "R". Fine by me...probably not fine by the parents.

On the topic of conversation last night, insecurities should only come from within to make yourself a better person. Not from people who probably don't mean that much to you in the first place. Because you have to remember, if they did...they wouldn't make you feel insecure. It took me years to come to this realization. I've figured out that I'm okay with being me. I always thought it was the security of having a boyfriend, someone that actually really, truely loved me for me and not what I looked like but now, I'm okay by myself. I think I realized that on Saturday. I think that was the reason for the "glow" and the neverending compliments I'd been getting all day. My mood was upbeat, I went out and had a good time with friends, met some old ones, realized I hadn't cried in 4 days (and still haven't) and went to bed in my clothes.

People are worried because of my drastic weight-loss. Don't worry. It'll come back. It always does. That's how you know I'm generally a happy person....because I'm usually hefty. I lose my appetite when going through stressful times. Hence my 40lb. weight-loss out of high school wondering what the hell to do with myself. I was never one for huge, drastic change and I'm still not, so bear with me.
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Bright side of the day..... [17 Nov 2005|01:01pm]
I wore one of my button-down shirts to work this morning and did not have to wear a "wife-beater" underneath because it fit like it was supposed to.

*Editted because I felt like it*
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[14 Nov 2005|02:10pm]
It's funny, when you're an emotional wreck, the people that you will open up to.
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Once upon a time, I was in love. [11 Nov 2005|09:05am]
I went and saw 'Shopgirl' last night.

There was a line that struck a chord with me:

"It's either hurt now, or hurt later.
I choose now."

Hit the nail on the head. Even made me start to cry.
But you know what? THAT'S OKAY.
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[09 Nov 2005|02:41pm]
the healing starts now.
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I have a she-crush all over again. [03 Nov 2005|03:24pm]

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[01 Nov 2005|10:41am]
I often wonder what spawns people to be mean. Don't get me wrong, I've had my fair share of bitchy moments. However, in no way have I ever been cruel and rude for absolutely no reason.

Take, for example, my new best friend (aka: the anonymous commenter) leaves a comment on my Halloween Picture saying "nice double chin fatty". It's supposed to hurt my feelings, as if I'm not aware of the extra poundage I have. Am I supposed to get riled over someone I don't even know? Disable anonymous commenters? Erase it as if it didn't happen? Hell no. It's too amusing for me. Especially when I have down time at work. Especially when the insult pertains to something that I've just acquired over the past couple of months due to the fact I had to take steroids for 3 months. More importantly, am I supposed to get riled over some piece of shit that has nothing better to do than sit at their computer, remain anonymous and be a dickhead? Nah. Awful customers at work don't even get me riled. Are you joking? Especially when this anonymous commenter gets pissed when others stick up for me and feels the need to carry it to their journals. Sad as it is, this person exists. Sorry for them that they don't make me feel bad at all. See, I can lose the weight, but they will have to always live with the fact that they are an awful person.

On a psycho note, I found this article interesting:Collapse )

IP addresses are a wonderful thing:
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Update soon to come. [31 Oct 2005|04:05pm]
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